I'm a clean-cut, fit, good-looking guy with a full head of hair and smooth body, 5'9", 190, happily married with , but closeted bi and I need to stay in the closet. Just need a friend with benefits in there with me!

My Ideal Person I know you’re out there. You are happily married, maybe even have kids, and you don’t want to lose them. Other people think you have everything under control. And you pretty much do except for this one thing, this desire that won’t go away. You don’t understand it, you didn’t ask for it and you wish it would just go away. But it won’t. You don’t want to abandon your life, but you just want there to be another man in your life who feels what you do, who will talk to you, listen to you, trust you, protect you, and ultimately, explore this desire with you. Is that going to be impossible to find? I hope not because I'm looking for him, too. Maybe he's you? I know you’re out there. Now we just have to find each other.